Enjoying History

Recently, I am beginning to get more and more interested in History. I have found that I can spend hours reading Wikipedia and other historical websites. I am even bringing books on history back home from the library (which is a big deal for me)...

But what is most fascinating to me, is that I used to dislike history in high school. I found it so boring back then, that I could hardly read two pages of my history textbook without feeling sleepy. It usually happened like this: I started to read the book on my study table, but started getting sleepy, so I moved to my bed so that I could read comfortably there. Sitting on the bed soon changed into leaning, then reclining, then reading while lying down, and finally putting down the book and actually sleeping. :-)

Back then, history was about dates and a bunch of numbers which didn't mean anything. We had to remember these dates along with some events of the past, that had nothing to do with us. What does the story of some random king, in an unknown country in a remote part of the world (that I will probably never visit in my life), have to do with me? Who cares if people fought with swords or bows and arrows, or if they thought fighting on horseback was the cutting edge in military technology... It had nothing to do with me...

What changed? Am I reading a different history now from what I was reading back then? Maybe. But mainly, I think what changed was the way I looked at History. And the seed was planted by something that my father said to me long ago.

We were chatting about political history once, and I remarked how same things happen again and again. I said the history of the world is like a cycle. For eg. when rulers abuse their Dictatorial or Authoritarian rule, it always leads to revolt by the people and some form of Democracy is adopted. This has happened in ancient Greece, Rome, France and America (during revolutions), and freedom movements in many former colonies like India. But soon, democracy gets corrupted, where criminals, the rich and powerful and those who know how to manipulate the common people, rule. They don't allow capable and honest people to rise. Democracy then becomes an impediment, rather than a savior of the people. When this happens, usually a person with will and ambition emerges and starts fighting against the status quo. He takes the power in his hands, and then passes his judgment onto the society that is struggling to save itself. Julius Caesar, Napoleon, Hitler and Mao Tse Tung and examples of such people. Their personal beliefs may be different, but they all represent the same will to gain power. After a while, this absolute power corrupts (as Lord Acton famously said) and again leads to Authoritarian rule that exploits people. So, is this a cycle that is deemed to repeat again and again?

My father asked me to take a closer look. He said that history is not exactly a cycle but a spiral. Things that happen in the past, affect those that happen in the future. Knowing past events affects the minds and the judgment of people making decisions in the present (even if to a small degree). So, even if flow of events looks similar on a large scale, they are actually different. So, to prevent the same things happening, we must understand history, and learn from it. But how do we understand history?

To truly understand history, and why people behaved the way they did, we have to get into the minds of these actors. What did these people see in the world around them? What were their choices? What was it that motivated them, and what was it that they lived for? What were the forces acting on them, and circumstances which they had to face?

When we start imagining history as something alive, as something that we can see and be part of, it suddenly becomes a whole lot exciting. We can be almost sure, that someone somewhere was faced with decisions similar to what we are faced with today. What did he/she choose, and why? What were the consequences? Were they in control of their destinies, or were they just pawns in the overall scheme of the world?

Imagine yourself in history, and history will tell you amazing things. It will tell you great stories of extraordinary people in ordinary circumstances, and also great stories of ordinary people in extraordinary circumstances. History is a chronicle of how people just like us lived, how they fought against a hostile world, how they molded their destinies, and how they died. Were they able to achieve anything? Were they happy in the end?

In the end, it is all so that we can answer our own questions... Will we be able to achieve anything? Will we be able to make the right decisions? How will others in the future look at our lives? What will our history be like?